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winter heart

by maya kern

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1.
winter heart 02:44
E B A B snow — it falls, one flake and now i break i stop, you start my winter heart (oooo) (heart — ooooo) cold — i know it well but you make me melt the frost, it parts on my winter heart (oooo) (heart — ooooo) A B E A you are the bloom that is creating room as you spread out your roots i’ll be the sea after you’ve melted me and i’ve let myself go —you know E B A B snow — it falls, one flake and now i break i stop, you start my winter heart (oooo) (heart — ooooo) (slow again) cold — i know it well but you make me melt the frost, it parts on my winter heart (low)
2.
fool 03:56
F Dm C you’ve got a lot of work to do; i really don’t envy you F so many troubles that you don’t even know… F Dm C every time you think you’ve made it; you look back and now you hate it Dm Bb F thinking you’ll get smarter once you’re grown…. oh…. grown… F Eb but it doesn’t really matter what you think you really want ‘cuz most of the time you’re wrong in the end it’s all this shit that tells us who we are, we mess everything up til it’s gone C Bb and it’s so hard, yeah it’s crazy F C Dm growing up is so cruel C Bb and i’ve learned so much lately F C Dm and that’s how i know i’m a fool F F Dm C you’ve got a lot of things to say and people who will get in your way F i wouldn’t worry too much; you’ll be alright F Dm C don’t just trust what you learn; there’s things you’ll assume and not earn Dm Bb F everything doesn’t need to become a fight… alright? alright… F Eb but it doesn’t really matter what you think you really need ‘cuz most of the time you’re wrong in the end it’s all this shit that tells us who we are, we mess everything up til it’s gone C Bb and it’s so hard and it’s so slow F C Dm being so young is so cruel C Bb and there’s so much i still don’t know F C Dm and that’s how i know i’m a fool C Bb and it’s so hard, yeah it’s crazy F C Dm growing up is so cruel C Bb and i’ve learned so much lately F C Dm Dm F and that’s how i know i’m a fool…. fool… fool.
3.
only you 04:49
F C Bb F time — i’ve been spending all this time hoping you’d wake open up your heart and melt like a snowflake return all the love you’ve got for goodness sake but i guess it’s all my mistake years — all these years all that i wanted was you just shut up cuz i’m not taking your excuse throw away your doubts and do what you want to it’s only you — only you — F C Bb C if only you — you could figure me out we’d be better right now and i’d never doubt your — your love give me something real just tell me how you feel — if you open up then that’s enough F C Bb F (humming) F C Bb F scared — i’m so scared that you’re gonna let go of me turn your heart to stone and sink down to the sea look me in the eyes and fill this vacancy cuz only — only you — F C Bb C only you — you can figure me out and i need that right now; i don’t want to doubt your — your love tell me this is real i’ve shown you how i feel — if you open up then that’s enough F C Bb C (humming) Bb Dm C C special (o4o3) you have always been the only one that i could let into my heart… oh… F C Bb C only you — you can figure me out my heart is in your hands now; i refuse to doubt your — your love i know this is real and i know how you feel — when you open up, well, that’s enough
4.
your ways 03:15
F C7 Bb C7 i’ll be losing sleep and you’ll be losing me i don’t wanna speak it’s too hard to breathe Bb C7 F Bb cuz i know your ways and i know you won’t stay C7 with me… F C7 Bb C7 i gotta let you go trouble never is alone F Bb C7 Bb i can’t call you my own, not any more… Bb C7 F Bb cuz i know your ways and i know you can’t stay C7 with me… with me… Bb C7 F Bb yeah i know your ways i wish that i could get you to stay but i know what you will say… F C7 Bb C7 that you’ve been losing sleep and you’re just worried about me F Bb C7 Bb you’re afraid of what they see, well that’s not me… Bb C7 F Bb see, i know your ways you care too much about what people might say and i don’t have any time for their hate who cares if the road in between us ain’t straight?
5.
G D7 C G i’ve never been good at moments like this i don’t know what i should do i thought i’d found somebody to love when i first fell for you C G should i stay? should i go? will your love for me grow? G D7 C G should i pick up my bags and be on my way? should i stay? should i stay? i don’t remember how this first began but i know that we were friends your every touch gave me butterflies but i guess that’s how it always begins C G should i stay? i don’t know will this pain ever slow? G D7 C G should i give up this fight and turn away? should i stay? should i stay? C G should i stay on my own? should i keep my heart sewn? G D7 C G i don’t want to keep my feelings at bay should i stay? should i stay? G D7 Em C just give me a moment and hear what i say i wish you had a reason that would make me want to stay i wish that you would turn my way and make me stay, make me stay G6 B7 Em Cm i wish that you would turn my way and make me stay, make me stay G or G6 make me stay
6.
warned 03:54
D A G D i — i wanna believe — all the things that you tell me i wish that i could trust my heart when you’re near me A G D i’ve been too eager before my heart can’t bear much more and you — you don’t get it you don’t love me like i want — just admit it and i — i’m so torn i wish that i’d been warned D A G D i’m trying my best to show some vulnerability i’m so used to having that used against me A G D i’ve been too open before got hurt and then turned sore but you — you might get it say you love me like i want — just admit it and i can’t stand this fear please just come over here Em D i keep trying to be strong maybe that’s what’s wrong D7 G so focused on moving on A Em i couldn’t see what i was longing for… only knowing that i wanted more Em G D cuz you — i think you get it A G D show me all the love you got — i’ll accept it and i — i’m not torn and now you have been warned yeah, now you have been warned
7.
Am C G F maybe if i work a little harder things will be okay maybe if i'm here a little later i'll get you to stay maybe if i was a little better you'd like me more maybe if i was a little stronger i could be yours F Am C G F do you like me? i wish you would do you like me? i know you could (x2) maybe if i was a little nicer you'd like me a lot maybe if i was a little thinner you'd think i was hot maybe if i was a little richer you'd be mine maybe if i try a little harder things will be fine F Am C G F do you like me? i wish you would do you like me? i know you could (x2) Am F do you like me? do you like me? (x2) F Am C G F (higher) do you like me? i wish you would do you like me? i know you could (x2) Am F do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? (x2) Am C G F maybe if i work a little harder things will be okay maybe if i'm here a little later i'll get you to stay maybe if i was a little better you'd like me more maybe if i was a little stronger i could be yours Am F do you like me? do you like me? do you like me? do you like me?
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emotion 03:30
Am Dm B7 Am you love me like water, always slipping through my fingers i hold on to what you give me, always hoping you will linger you don’t let me feel safe, you’re always pushing away i rip myself to shreds, darling please come back to bed, is this love i can’t remember Dm B7 C Am and you, you tell me, that i’m delusional your eyes imply that all this is my fault Dm E but all i want is some emotion Am Dm B7 Am your kisses are commands, always stinging me like sand i never saw how much they hurt me, no i didn’t understand you don’t like it when i’m strong, you’re always telling me i’m wrong i can’t go on this way, please god please don’t let me stay, i don’t want to be stranded Dm B7 C Am and you, you tell me, that i’m delusional your eyes imply that all this is my fault and you, you’re so goddamn casual and i break down, cuz i feel so fragile Dm E all i wanted was some emotion Dm B7 C Am and i know that i am not delusional there’s no point in saying who’s at fault and i, i know all the things you do and i refuse to tie my worth to you Dm E Am i have found my emotion
9.
broken 04:06
G D7 C baby don't break my heart you can keep it as a souvenir remembering fondly times when you were here i hope you'll keep it near i never expected you to find me here i was too consumed in my fear remembering times when i was someone else's dear but you were so sincere Am Em D7 B7 it's hard to forget times when you've been broken i hope you don't mind that i've been broken G D7 C baby i'm so alone stuck inside my own memory remembering times before you and me hoping to become "we" i never expected you to settle me i was too afraid to even see that you were there to come and set me free you became my key Am Em D7 B7 it's hard to forget times when you've been broken i hope you don't mind that i've been broken C D7 G C i hope you'll never see all the way through me C D7 B7 i hope you'll never know what i let go G D7 C you won't break my heart this much i can see now i know that you will always be here i'll place myself in your keep
10.
thoughts 03:30
D A7 G D i am not the girl you thought i was i forgot i went and grew and didn’t tell you G A7 D but i am not sorry, we all change and learn to face our worries like you, and all the times when you hurt me i have out grown your power over me A7 G D but still you try to trample me G A7 D G do you think i’m weak? do you think i’m small? well thoughts are funny things when they’re not right at all… D A7 G D i am not the child you took me for i have fought my way through pain and fear G A7 D i have grown strong while you weren’t looking stood up on my own and learned to follow through is it scary that i am now standing up to you? i have outgrown my need to please you A7 G D but still, you think i’m scared of you G A7 D G you told me i was weak you thought that i was small well thoughts are funny things when they’re not right at all… D A7 G D i am more than what you thought of me
11.
losing touch 04:16
look around, i’m a mess, it’s obvious i don’t know what i’m doing anymore i am lost, out of sorts, feeling sore i don’t know where i end or begin anymore F#m C#m i do my best to pretend that i’m not bent but i’m still crooked to my very core [strum] F#m C#m i know that i have changed a lot F#m C#m B i hope you have not forgotten F#m E B i feel like i’ve been torn apart A E B and i’m weak now… i hope you can forgive me E B and i… i have lost so much A E B i have come up short, hope i’m not losing touch E B and i… i have cried my tears A E B cuz i left my home, i cried this whole damn year F#m B E B look around, i am blessed, it’s obvious tho i don’t know what i’m doing here i may be lost, uncertain, wearing thin but i know there’s nothing left to fear F#m B i know that i have changed a lot F#m E B i’m sure that you have not forgotten F#m E B i feel like i am almost strong A E B i’ve been so weak but i know i’m getting better E B and i… i have lost so much A E B i have come up short, hope i’m not losing touch E B and i… i have cried my tears A E B cuz i left my home, i cried this whole damn year E B and i… i have gained so much A E B i have come up short, but i’m not losing touch E B and i… i have cried my tears A E B and they helped me grow, i cried away my fears E B and i… i am strong inside A E B i have faced my doubts, i feel much better now F#m now that i have grown
12.
star song 01:14
E F#m Am you, you brought me down, below the clouds, from afar i was above, your lucky star and you, you made me feel like i was lovely i saw in your eyes how much you loved me isn’t it lucky how i fell? i put you under my spell
13.
let me go 03:15
G Em i got a whole lotta heart and you’ve got me on my knees it’s tearing me apart, oh please boy please C D G Em cuz i, i got you under my skin i never meant to let you in C D G so please just let me go G Em well i guess i caught your eye tho i really didn’t meant to and no matter how i try i just can’t shake you C D G Em and now i, i got you in my brain the way you obsess is driving me insane C D G so please just let me go whoa G7 C D7 G i try so hard to push you away but you keep sticking and here you stay whoa since the day i first met you, i’ve been very clear that i’d never want you and yet you’re still here C D G Em and now i, i need to be alone your words and your face have worn me to the bone C D G so please just let me go
14.
stop 03:24
F C7 Bb F stop in the name of the law stop before you break my heart i know you don't like wasting time but i'm not playing around stop before this all goes down stop before we lose control you don't really want to break my heart i know that you just want it all C7 F Bb C7 you don’t get to stop and start i’m taking back control of my heart you don’t get to take control but i am yours to keep and to hold F C7 Bb F so stop before we break down stop before we lose it all i know that’s not what you want so babe you gotta take it slow stop before we mess this up stop before it all goes wrong you don’t really wanna see me cry but baby it’s too late for that C7 F Bb C7 you can tell me i’m the one you need tonight but i want you for now and for life i don’t need you to win i just need you to try F C7 Bb F stop before you go to far you’re already in my heart i don’t need you to do things right i just need you with me tonight don’t you dare give up on us you’ve already earned my trust you’ve filled my heart to the top so baby stop
15.
G D7 Em C i’m not always the kindest one i have my faults and i fall down but you will always have my back and that’s what counts Em C yeah, that’s what counts G D7 Em C i’ve been a jerk and said some things but you knew i didn’t mean it you know i’ll always love you and that’s what counts Em C yeah, that’s what counts G D7 Em C cuz my love for you will carry on your friendship keeps me strong and when i’m weak you hold me up and you love me even when i’m wrong Em C and that’s what counts yeah, that’s what counts
16.
regret song 04:40
Em Bm A7 i deserve this… i brought it on myself ignored my feelings and said no to help i am not usually this sort of stupid but i lost sight in all my emotion Em Bm ooo (etc) x4 Em Bm A7 i have always leapt before i looked caught feelings and quickly gotten hooked it never really bothered me if i got a little hurt but this time i think it’s too much Em Bm ooo (etc) x4 Em D A7 aaa (etc) Em Bm A7 i can’t even pretend to be surprised i should have seen this coming, i cannot justify all the stupid shit that i have done i feel ridiculous with all this emotion Em Bm…….A ooo
17.
F#m A C#7 F#m you sleep tonight and i… F#m A C#7— i’ll see you soon F#m A C#7 F#m you dream of me — well, you might F#m C#7 F#m and i — i’ll see you soon A C#7 F#m oh, my love this dream you have given me the stars above are nothing but dust to me F#m C#7 F#m yes, they’re nothing but dust to me F#m A C#7 F#m you keep a light in your eyes… F#m A C#7— bright as the moon F#m A C#7 F#m i’m in your dreams tonight F#m C#7 F#m and i — i’ll see you soon A C#7 F#m oh, my love this world you have given me the moon above is nothing but rock to me F#m C#7 F#m yes, it’s nothing but rock to me C#7 F#m when it all fades away and the sun begins to die you will keep me close A C#7 F#m and i — and we’ll — be fine A C#7 F#m (higher) oh, my love this dream you have given me the stars above are nothing but dust to me F#m C#7 F#m yes, they’re nothing but dust to me A C#7 F#m oh, they’re nothing but dust to me…

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released March 28, 2017

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